My blasé attitude lol

And just like that, a half a year has gone by since I have posted anything here. Honestly I have barely even noticed but am sad to see that I haven't been writing about my experiences as much lately. I guess lately I've gotten a bit of a blasé attitude about life and its hard to want to write and get out of that when life is so routine and predictable. Routine is awesome and stability is the best thing when you're an adult and have responsibilities that no one else is going to take care of for you- but it can easily plunder the joy of spontaneity and those experiences that are worth writing about. I guess its all worth writing about; even my blasé attitude haha; prolly because at least one person will be able to relate- and that is why I write.

In other news, to combat my blasé attitude and boost my career credentials, I am starting an online course in Project Management; I am quite excited because I kinda miss school.

Playlist

Writing research papers is no easy task. It requires lots of snacks, breaks, and temporary moments of sheer insanity- the most important thing though?- An awesome playlist. Lately I have been favoring RATATAT. Simply because I work best under pressure and their music makes me feel anxious and gives me a good boost of adrenaline. I know that's not healthy in the long run- but for writing extensive essays, it will do. Click Here for what I've been listening to endlessly for about 3 days now

Doubt

This week I have been reflecting on where I am in my life and my level of contentment and confidence in what I am doing. I am in a CS Lewis book club where we are reading Screwtape Letters and it has caused me to be more aware of which thoughts the devil puts into my head and how hard he works to tear me down. I have exactly the life that I pictured I would and the life that I wanted and planned for. Along the way I had a lot of hardships, but ultimately God still gave me what I wanted. What is baffling for me is that the devil can give me so much doubt and discontentment even in situations that I know are right for my life. I realized that there won't be a moment in my life where I will be perfectly content and be absolutely happy about every aspect in my life- not without a fight at least. Reading this book has showed me how actively I have to fight every day to stay alert and listen to the voice of God and tell myself truth instead of listening to the lies that the devil tries ...

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