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THE VOICE OF TRUTH

I AM
THE DAUGHTER
OF A KING WHO 
IS NOT MOVED
BY THE WORLD
FOR MY GOD
IS WITH ME &
GOES BEFORE ME
I DO NOT FEAR
BECAUSE I AM
HIS

Got the encouragement I needed. It's so easy for me to start to feel diminished or weakened by the effects of the world. I very quickly start to think that my value lies in earthly things like my grades, my relationship status, my financial state or what kind of impression I can make. When those things don't go as planned I start to feel I am not valuable. It is crazy how quickly I am to listen to to the doubts and lies the devil feeds me.I put on a facade of confidence when inside I am broken and feel like I am insignificant, my mind runs a muck with doubt and fear that I will never be the person God wants me to be.  I start to believe I am worthless, or a useless Christian, he tells me that I am not enough, I must do something else, I must be better, prettier, smarter; he distracts me from God by making me think my value lies in what I accomplish here. But the voice of truth tells me a different story, in those moments the Holy Spirit speaks quietly into my soul saying the opposite: He is my God who saved me when I was nothing, He will never tell me I am worthless to Him for I have been purchased with the blood of His Son. All of the things that the devil makes me believe are undone when I come before the Cross and see that my value lies in the fact that I am a daughter of the One True King. 

"AT THE CROSS YOU BECKON ME
DRAW ME GENTLY TO MY KNEES AND I AM
LOST FOR WORDS, SO LOST IN LOVE
I AM SWEETLY BROKEN, WHOLLY SURRENDERED"



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